:: TUESDAY ::
hmm, some thing wrong wif my post.. my day5 hk/china post seems SHORTENED alot.. -.-" nvm. hu cares to read anyway. hmm, slpt very late agn.. my parent's scold me agn.. as usual.. hmm, went for this dermatologist at mount elizabeth hospital. i kip on dozing on n off on the train. tt's juz so embarassing la. -.-" so early in the morning, the doctor whom we consulted was so fresh. his eyes big big look at me. my eyes small small stare at him. ><><><)honestly, those money are not mine. gotta work hard to pay it back!

hmm, bought 2 NEW SHOES!! wohoo~ so happy. finally found something i like n i bought it!! ><

:: MONDAY ::
hie there. got so tired. miss my dear dear. miss my maumau bearbear. my poor deardear in ArMy CaMp. =( so kelian him. public holiday oso cannot go out celebrate wif frenz. miss my audition bf. dunno where he gone to oso. went out wif ahma n ahger. ><><><><"

bought a few stuff for something.. bla bla bla.. nth much. tiring i would say. tml is another day out. grr.. tired tired tired!! my holidays aint really HOLIDAY!!

MERRY XMAS! MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL MY FRIENDS!

DAY 5

HK - OTOT. breakfast(ownself) DIMSUM. not very expensive, not very nice, but very fulling. finally got to eat my siewmai n charsiewbao le. ><><><><>< zzz. slp le. nites.

DAY 4

CHINA,SHENZHEN - woke up early agn, breakfast sucks. custom chop chop to HK. (the CHINA tour leader is called SIMON). tiring. train back to HUNGHOM. lunch(ownself). EXTRA = LANTAU ISLAND TRIP. walk walk, cable car( NGONG PING 360). scenic worth the ride. GuanYin temple pray pray. scenic. climb up the BUDDHA. breathless, tiring, leg suan liaoz. scenic. damn nice. taufufa so smooth ^^. sat normal bus down the mountain to Tai-O. fishing village there. nth much i guess. [[ there is where all the scandal starts ]] the tour guide in HK is supposely TOM, instead another lady bought us there. the tour lady cheated all of us money nia. we paid S$80/per head. this fee by right included one way cable car, one CHARTED BUS DOWN MOUNTAIN, ONE FERRY RIDE AROUND THE ISLAND. instead, she brought us to the cable car ride(S$48), ONE NORMAL BUS RIDE WHICH COST S$2 EACH PERSON, NVR BRING US TO FERRY RIDE INSTEAD SHE HAND US HK$4 TO SIT A STUPUD BOAT RIDE. wtf motherfucker is she doing nia. she give all sorts of lame n stupid excuses to breakfree when we all questioned her. say tt de bus oso nid rent la, de ppl oso nid to pay them la.. fuck her la.. dun tell me de bus is so damn expensive lo.. tt bus is damn small la.. fits onli 20ppl.. aircondition so lauya.. u call tt a bus? i can throw away ur lan si guai che ar!!den she pass each of us 2sweets.. wad de fuck.. tink a few sweets will kip us gud ar? fk u la.. I HOPE UR BUSINESS WILL ALWAYZ FALL AND GO BANKCRUPT, PRAY GUANYIN BUT CHEAT OUR MONEY.. ARE U REALLY PRAYING OR JUZ FAKING IT FOR THE SAKE OF SHOWING? there's onli 4familes went.. when we all arguing, we didn't give a damn face for her.. mama said, it's okay if she cheats us as long as we all are safe. =.="""" wa piang.. cheat is have de la.. but there's a reasonable amount to cheat de ma.. -.-"" went to TSIM SHA SUI. fireworks. AREANA OF STARS. VICTORIA HARBOUR. shop shop at LADY'S MARKET. bought a few stuff. nth much. no mood to shop oso. hotel. slp slp. alot things happen oso i cannot type here.

Day 3

CHINA,GUANGZHOU - woke up at 5am agn, slpt yesterday at 2am agn. centuary egg porriage damn nice. =), bus to GUANGZHOU. temple,search de entire nearby street to find 2pathetic water bottle, board some fishing village(scenic, damn nice, damn cold,boring), ate one super cuteeeee mandrian orange ^^, lunch(kinda sucks, everysingle dish is fish n fish n fish wif bones n bones n bones on every single bites.), bee factory(bought several stuff agn.. -.-"), guilinggao(so pushy),1hr bus ride to dunno where(forgotten. psps), 3hrs back from GUANGZHOU to SHENZHEN, dinner, dunno was was street to shop agn(1.3hr onli.. wa piang..) [[ bought a whole damn stuff tt i dun even know got use anot one. ]], hotel back in SHENZHEN. damn tiring.

DAY 2

CHINA,SHENZHEN - slpt at 2am, woke up at 5am. damn. breakfast kinda sucks. bus to GUANGZHOU. GUANGZHOU mineral museum(mama wanted to buy a ornamental display de.. budden, de item so big n bulky.. it's a big dragon boat statue[rmb380 onli], color oso nice), WINDOWS OF THE WORLD(worth the time n money to go there. nice. ^^ there got display many famous landmark to represent their country), lunch, SilkFactory(amazing, but, daylight robbery. one pillow sell for S$40-50?),walk dunno wad street(damn nice. but, I STUPID HOUR, SHOP WAD?!), dinner, CRUISE(romantic! ^^ damn cold oso), back to GUANGZHOU hotel. tiring but relaxing. i can die from the smoke in CHINA.

okay~ my holiday to HK/China..

Day 1

woke up damn early in de morning. sat a 7seated taxi tt drove at 120kmh in de early morning. shiok ar. had some expensive yet sucky service and food at de airport. meet up wif de rest of de tour ppl. one family of 4-2kids, one family of 3-1kid, one family of 3-adults, two couples and us. total, 20ppl. tired. cannot slp in flight oso.

HONGKONG - airport was okay. saw papa's last time de hotel which he stayed in. our tour leader (which follow us thru out de trip from SINGAPORE) is so damn blur la.. -.-" meet our HK tour leader called TOM. temple pray pray for smooth journey, JC jewellery shop (crap. dun waste my time.), tea shop that sells those chinese herbs(no use going oso), exhibition center(Vic.Harbour) [[ suck my money.. useless..]], peak( is for us to see de view or for us to go toilet eh? -.-"), temple street(1hr shop wad sia?!), dinner(some crap dish. we are so damn hungry la. give so lil food. =.="), train from HONGHOM to LOWU, crossover boarder to CHINA,SHENZHEN, bus ride to hotel. tired. so damn stress la. everything oso nid to rush. place so small, food so lil, weather so cold, sit in some lousy sucky @#$%&#fker bus.

>> will b away for filming of assignment <<>>
>> away to hk/china <<>>

nites. take care. =)

:: SUNDAY ::
bad mooding. dun come n find me. i might bite ur head off.

sry dear, for being so rude to u.

nites. tml.. grr.. damn it. wadeva la.

:: FRIDAY ::
finally friday came.. woke up earlier to do a little bit of revising before going off for my test.. was wonders me was.. i was playing audition on the night b4 n tis morning!! >< but i would say.. i play or not, it's still de same.. the paper was okay okay la.. sectionA, 30marks all gone.. hahax! i dunno wad de hell m i writting!

aft tt, randy went off.. tot he said wanna discuss? -.-"" so, went home.. n SLEEP!! XD so shuang.. but i go home oso have housework to do.. sianz.. tiring la.. =
finally can get abit breather le.. hahax.. hmm, tml not meeting for discussion hor.. so, more probably going out wif ahger for a shopping trip la! but, one thing.. I BROKE LE.. TOTALLY BROKE.. LEFT $10 IN MY WALLET ONLI!! =( where has all my money gone to?

well, studying in poly did suck all my money.. grr..

-- to my friends --
hi there.. first thing first.. i would like to apologise to the list of friends there.. sorry sorry..

leewah & Jennifer : sorry to let u guys wait for me for an hr! really very sorry.. =(
hweehwee : sorry ahger.. got projects n so many stuff to do.. most probably cannot go out wif u agn.. sry sry..
dear : sry sry.. let u wait for an hr oso.. sry.. seems like i no time to pei u oso.. so sry.. =(
Patrick : i really didn't received ur msg.. i tink my phone sotsot le.. so sry if i ever made u wait.. so sry.. =(

sry..

:: WEDNESDAY ::
hey. guess wad. i'm here blogging where i'm suppose to study for my GEMs test. ><>< ( bois n gers, plz dun follow my example. ) study study study. i'm turning fat le la! yesterday stsb almost kill me. so darn tiring. ate a whole bunch or sweets ( to kip me awake ) n chocolates ( to kip stress abay ) n bananas! ( bust stress oso.. but made me go toilet onli ) ...

test was not bad. i got gud temporary memory. but aft 1wk. all that memory go to the trash bin le. haha! i have no more memory space!! =P darn. tired. walk home. walau. raining like cats n dogs. infact, lions and dragons!! XD like a thunderstorm la..

jiejie came back from thailand.. n bought for us a whole loads of stuff! bags, shirts, dress, pouch, accessories, belts, necklace, hairclips.. omg omg omg.. de list nvr stops! wohoo~ weee~~ ^^ love her! she bought me my fave shirt! aww~ been searching so long for tt type of shirt la.. finally!! ^^ muz treat her to dinner le.. XD

kk.. going back to study le.. if not, tml test fail agn.. wish me luck!

* notimez where r u?? XP *

:: TUESDAY ::
tml's test. haven study anything yet. grr.. thanks dear, for sending me to sch today.. n pei me till my lesson starts.. later meeting him agn.. ^^

tired. tired. tired.

everyone hu's taking test. let's jia you together! =)

* LAZY *

:: MONDAY ::
grr.. can i take time off? seriously need a trip overseas.. thank God mom planned it sooner.. or else.. i would have died in Singapore!! eik.. mom haven fully recovered.. hw to go sia.. =.= grrr...

* mom, wishing u have a quick recovery.. i dun like the catered food.. all so oily.. i cook even better lo.. *

* seems like more n more ppl are admitting into hospitals.. hopefully they are alright.. onli when times like this, u will know who is ur friend truly.. =) *

oh ya.. seems like many ppl are getting sick too.. get well soon! n sleep early.. have a gud rest.. ( i'm so contradicting to myself ) esp audio lecturer.. i nid u to go sch, if not, i WILL go to ur hse n pass u my assignment.. and my gdit lecturer.. do get well soon, we nid ur advice for the project..

[usually i dun upload photos.. but.. this is so.. NICE. =) ]

[pic taken from wei hong's blog. if u do wan to take this pic, kindly tag his blog n ask permission first. curtosy. =) ]

[ anyway, this picture out in my blog is dedicated to someone special. =) ]

[ LOVE ]

nites. ^^

:: MONDAY ::
weekends oso spent time sleeping.. regaining my sleep.. but too bad my sleeping routine got all mixed up.. i slpt in the morning, do my stuff at night.. >.<>.<

haix.. lately have so many things happening.. SPIM gives me the LEAST responsibilities, duty, bla bla.. mayb due to me not going to their meetings so often la.. haix.. they everytime held it on wed or fri.. those are the days where i'm not free... T_T so far i onli been attending ONE pathetic meeting of theirs.. i tink i'm juz useless.. they mass mail the main commitee saying that hu ever doesn't turn up for 3 meetings will b kicked outta commitee.. i dunno whether m i still in or out.. shld i give up SPIM? since that i dun have friends there.. grr.. nvm la.. juz let them kick me out ba.. since i'm not anything to them.

Choir? i self quit since i cannot go home so late le.. haix.. heard that their practise is until 9plus pm.. 0.o if i really went for choir, i guess i dunnid go home le.. hahax.. so so, it means tt if i quit both, I DUN HAVE CCA.. ^^ den i'm free le!! hahax! but i tink i might need the cca points since i'm (abit) determine to go NTU.. hehex! >.<

:: FRIDAY ::
tired!! slpt at 4plusplus am!! woke up at 7am!! i'm so frustrated wif audio.. mama's mic finally can work! grr.. den now, i have to resample agn all the sound samples.. darn!! everyone has alreadi handed in la.. except me n Zoe.. grr.. n my audio got B+.. nvm lo.. i was expecting a C infact.. XD anyway, teacher like.. kip on saying abt de grades.. smmore say alot abt de A's grades n me n SS's special case grades.. -.-"" ( sir, u v lo soh le.. =x ) but anyway, wanna thank him for replying my msg la.. hahax.. teacher thought i'm going for his class since i'm still msging him 3plus am.. n his class starts at 8.30am.. XD

went to meet dear. wonder how our gdit is going.. everyone is present except for me.. agn.. sry.. tired.. concussed on my bed even b4 i bath la.. -.-" i'm a dirty creature.. woke up, help mama upload songs to her mp4.. meimei kip on bugging me for the GETBACKER'S FIRST OPENING SONG.. HU HAVE THAT PLZ PLZ PLZ PLZ SEND IT TO ME!! tyty! ^^

i'm dozing off any moment right now.. so damn tired.. *somebody juz sucked the energy outta me* =x

i m 63% emotional

[x]You usually wear dark coloured shirts
[x]You always think that it is better to leave this world
[ ]You don't care about your physical appearance
[x]You always cry
[ ]You don't have any inspirations

TOTAL: 3

[ ]You don't have time to make people laugh
[x]You usually talk with God
[ ]You always read your horoscope in your space
[x]You get low grades this past few days
[ ]The color of your space is black or emo

TOTAL: 2

[x]You always think that your a fool
[X]You use to hear senti songs
[x]It is better for you to be alone than to be with someone
[ ]You think that guys are two-timers
[x]You love taz mania
[x]You don't care about sports

TOTAL: 5

[ ]You always think that no one loves and cares about you
[x]You sometimes think that you don't want to love anymore
[ ]You tried to have suicide
[x]You don't care about showbiz
[X]You sometimes realize that you are talking to yourself

TOTAL: 3

[ ]When you're taking a picture with yourself,you notice that you're not smiling
[x]You have many problems 2 solve
[x]You hate yourself so much
[ ]You hate people around you
[X]You sometimes blame yourself eventhough its not your fault

TOTAL: 3

[x]You think that rockerz are cool
[ ]You sometimes imagined that you are in hell
[ ]You use to watch horror movies rather than comedy movies
[X]You cry when you see that your parents are arguing
[x]You want to be in a dark place rather than light place
[x]You like to surf on the internet rather than to talk with your brothers/sisters
[ ]You are willing to sacrifice yourself even for your mortal enemy
[X]You are willing to sacrifice yourself for the world or for someone you love

TOTAL: 5

Add all the totals then times 3.
Repost this as "I'm __% emotional"

:: TUESDAY ::
dreaded to go sch. mom's getting better le. ^^ thank god!

confused. happy. sad sad. busy. sianz. fk-ed up. grr. wadeva.

david : dunnid wait le la. u go chiong ur lvl ba. my noobie.. over-estimate.. -.-" jyjy. ^^ btw, MR DELI HAVEN BEEN VISITING MY BLOG!! XP

bryan : bryan's wedding is on thurs!~ ^^ hopefully i rmb to log in la.. if not, he has to call me le.. ( like tt day, MR. DELI!! )

Dear : muacks! ><

Ah ma : jyjy n gl for ya exam n test! =)

ah ger : relax ar.. try to rest when u can la.. n RMB to eat LUNCH!! =P

Zoe : Happy Birthday!

jh : thou i guess u wun b reading tis blog.. but still.. r we frenz? i guess not.. =)


-- sick n tired of everything --
-- God, what is the message are you trying to tell me? but i'm glad to dreamt of it. =) thanks! for a moment, i felt i was breathing! ^^ --

:: SATURDAY ::
play abit maple. abit audition. papa rush me to clear my space le.. my rubbish dump table.. hahax.. flipping back all my old stuffs.. bringing back all the memories.. i take a peep at my autograph book.. good n bad memories in it.. haiz.. wish i could throw the book away.. but wad he writen there.. is so valuable to me thou it still hurts me..

okay la.. end of story.

one-sided love is alwayz so damn painful ==> right Ah ma?

to everyone out there : never be afraid of love. Love is a wonderful feeling. It helps you to overcome ANYTHING. n i mean, ANYTHING.